Today I came across a letter that my eldest daughter to the time to post on a fan site of one of my favorite KPop groups. I would like to share it with you:

 

Topic: She’s smiling again 2009-05-25 오전 7:04:00

I’d like to thank you for bringing back my mother’s smile… 🙂 My mother has an incurable  disease and has had it for 10 years. When she watches you all it brings the sparkle back in her eyes :-). She even made me and my Sister Kimora-Lynn big fans. Come to find out, her birthday is coming up and she wants a DBSK party lol..I have no idea how we are going to do this but she loves you so much that we will try. Do you have any suggestions on what we can do for her???? Well anyways I wish you all the best of luck for the rest of your upcoming concerts.. Maybe one day you can do one down here so me, my mother and my sister can see you 🙂 God bless you all with good health, and hope to see you or talk to you soon.                                                                                                                Sincerly,                                                                                                                                                                                                                                    Ka’miko

This is a famous group in group from Korea that I die to see in person.  Because of my illness, I can only watch from afar via the internet and videos that I have purchased from YesAsia.com.  Not only am I a fan but my whole family.  My youngest daughter has her first girlhood crush on the youngest member Changmin. Her room is plastered with posters amd pics of him.  She even share her love of DBSK/TVSQ music with other members of her class and they have established a mini fan club with each girl choosing a member of the popular group.  Their parents have thanked me for sharing this groups music with their children as well.  They are all learning both Korean and Japanese from singing along with the music.  My daughter Ki’mora-Lynn has also expressed that she wants to have a DBSK theme party and I am trying hard to find ideas that will help her with this.  Since I cannot be as active with her because of my disabillity and oxygen dependancy, I want to try to make her birthday special.  I have been sick her whole life and she has not been able to enjoy the things that I shared with her older siblings because of my inability to be able to participate in the activities. Anywho, I just wanted to share this with you.

Oh, lately I have been having fainting spells.  I hope I am not getting worse.  I don’t need anymore symptoms adding onto the ones I already have.  I ask myself, God must have a reason for me going through this right?  My brother prayed for me yesterday during bible study.  I totally broke down and cried.  I know, I have to be stronger right?  If it wasn’t for this group and my KDramas, I don’t know what I would be doing…^-^